GOOD MORNING! Its 3:35 am I am about to leave for my flight to New York. I am so anxious and excited I can’t wait to see my family! I can barely wait the anticipation to see my son! I am nervous about flying 6 hours with no cigarette ah! Such an addict thing to worry about. Cigarettes suck! Don’t smoke, I will be quitting soon I am going to use the “e-cigarette”. My cousin is getting married this weekend, so I am attending her wedding, sober for the first time in 5 years! I want to make my family proud! The ladies over here at Casa are so supportive we have such a great group of girls. I think they are more excited for my vacation than I am. I will be calling my sponsor every morning and every night. Stay close to sober people is key in this journey. I have such good friends today, I feel so blessed. There is hope I swear if it can work for me it can work for you. I was a hopeless addict, I just kept doing the next right thing. I will talk about the next right thing a lot because those are the steps I took to get where I am! Ok time to leave for the airport! So nervous, wish me blessings. I am praying for you all, especially the still sick and still suffering addict.